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hard drives & trees
02:48
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you look so good
my eyes are killing me
for looking at you
you went and took
you went and took my autonomy
sometimes
some pretty words
erupt from your mouth
when you're talking to me
beat every word
cuz you're good at that
and you use it on me
i sew my fate
into my skin
when i let you on me
but you wont get off
you live on every single hard drive and tree
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4. |
boop
01:58
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watch that rift in my stomach
so it dont
take me out again
stand there
like an old and bitter post
so they dont
pull me out again
stop there
you've built a wall around your ghost
so it wont
be your friend again
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5. |
twister
00:40
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doesnt phase me anymore
i dont even know the score
i stopped watching around last week
you can call it optimism
you're looking right but in the wrong position
this twister that you play
is costing lives
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6. |
monochroma
02:00
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7. |
world weary
02:58
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world weary i will roam
instead of hurling my phone
at the nearest billboard
i wont need either anymore
cuz its a lonely world out there
its cool to admit you're scared
and get your handlebars
get your oxygen mask
get your sea legs
have your after party
get your throw away battery
have your rising sea
breath your free air
have no cares
nothing is coming for you
no matter what you do
your house will be safe
all your things will be safe
your life will be great
you wont even have to wait
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8. |
27
02:01
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i rewrite this song every year, and will continue to rewrite it every year.
this time i just started slamming layers and layers of vocals into it and seeing how far i could go before i deemed too chaotic, which it did, expecially the end lmao but kinda like it for its untethered chaos.
you know what its like when you cannot abide (two four)
you know where to go when the object is to hide (i have seen)
and no (too many wars)
thats not giving up (where i shouldnt see)
thats freedom that they never took (any at all)
maybe in a distance or a measure of time
there will a moment where all of your problems sort into
a comedial file
you'll sit down and read it just before you die (sounds like it fell)
five six seven eight
a stare that hates (here's a world for you)
and tosses aside every word you say (heres a world for you)
and right
i should give it up
and pull my side out of the potluck
and fair (maybe if you knew what to do)
impasse like a glare (maybe if you knew what to do)
pushing through every single layer
and you
stand there like a dog
fearless some and stupid lots
maybe if you knew when to stop
you wouldnt always be lost
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i learned something i shouldnt have
but in the end it was good
cuz now i know
i know
whats gonna happen next
so do what you do
you'll say what you say
cuz thats what you do
that's what you do.
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10. |
speeding mossy beaches
02:58
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here is something you can hold
over time your rights have been rolled
if you hadnt known would you know
and if you hadn't bought would you have sold
thats all there is to know
your measures cannot count up this toll
speeding mossy beaches you blow
with weapons you can barely even hold
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12. |
its an eye poke
02:10
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your capsule isnt holding weight and im inside
isnt that funny?
no
i lied
its obvious your feeling isnt wrong
often even if it isnt given up
it is gone
and someone lost
while your idol rides proudly on fickle machine
that you cannot even lick clean
but you try
and thats on you
your angle is a fluid that your call by your name
and im not really sorry but thats lame and you're insane.
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i've stopped reading the words on the screen
my time on rotary arresting me
over the hill
you might fall out you will see
its good for you now it wont always be
under the bridge
over the hill
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found a broken o-ring
i'm gonna teach it how to sing
you've sold me a broken air filter
this place, covered in litter
I can't see out of my portside window
and I can't read any of the signs on the walk home
someone shoulda told me how it goes
cuz as far as I can tell i still don't know
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17. |
unanswerable question
02:21
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18. |
that's fine
01:57
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inside you there's a warden that you call upon
a steady pace to keep the calm
i hope its not a man or drunk on the job
but that's likely
temptation like a saddle that you ride upon
a schism in you splits just like an atom bomb
tearing up your soul and with it all your love
and thats fine
you're settled cuz it isnt in that different part
of your town
and it takes a clown
to pull it all out
but nobody can stop you cuz you arent real
even if we tried we couldnt turn the wheel
an inch close to what it really is
but thats life
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i'm supposed to tell you?
aren't i supposed to know too?
leave it alone i ask you
you're swinging my head
leave it alone im turning blue
and soon ill be dead
you see how it changes
gravity explains this
leave it alone she said
i wanna go to bed
leave it alone unsupervised
the smartest thing you've said
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20. |
that's as far as it goes
03:18
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you havent been kind
with what you leave behind
what's that sound?
what's that sound?
boots on ground
a flash of light
colliding skies
when you come around
how can we barely crawl
when the lines of our search fold
that's not right
that's not right
substance in flight
but somethings there
that assumptions fair
but that's as far as it goes
that's as far as it goes
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21. |
never thought
03:18
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i saw a man walk off
i watched the body drop
i've been around some
i never saw
never saw that
your words float up there
get tangled in my hair
i never thought
never thought of that
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22. |
some goodbye
02:24
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when will you learn
after you get burned
then you go outside
and you see its not so bright
you can shield your eyes
but its not cutting it
once it happened twice
and i wish you saw your eyes
lit up double size
like you're in a k hole
then some goodbye
your hands aside
the air so fine
that it's got a shock to it
once you live up to your myth
ill let you off on a hitch
sue me
then go to sleep
for a long long year
i will watch you fall apart
drifting off your a la carte
hope it doesnt trash your art
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23. |
porch room/never heard
03:58
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24. |
over there
04:22
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you've got your 4 year old keyboard
your dining chair
you're dispensing misery
but you don't care
but someone watches you
someone watches you over there
but you don't know
you don't know that they're there
cuz if you did
if you did it wouldnt be fair
cuz you'd just run
you'd just run over there
give up your 40 year ego
theres nothing there
and if you'd stop for a moment
and sow up your tears
but something tricks you
something has it out for you
you're in the dark
in the dark and you don't know what to do
but thats just fine
that's just fine with you
cuz even in light
time flew
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ha ha funny
02:12
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never got past first take shitty vocals on this one and probably never will.
ha ha funny
you're so funny
you're so funny and so full of jokes
you're so clever
you're so smart
you'd know how to get out
or maybe not
you're so healthy
you're so tall
you'd know all about how I am small
you're so simple
you're so far
you'd know all about how to set the bar
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one for the goblins
01:28
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something is coming from the backstage running
i am living in my own little bubble with him now
i have been here for far too long
i am living in a world where i dont know where i come from
and its exhausting
cuz if you could sping it on your own little axis
would it still land in the same place or would it vapourise your praxis
cuz you teeter through one of five impossible options
sprouting from a soil that you polluted long ago
thats aprapo
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null exposure
02:30
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null exposure
some composure
its a motorboat so you dont float
its a rocket ship so you dont choke
its your battle for a shorter rope
its your alibi for being alone
or roll over
don't come closer
its a hellscape but you don't smoke
its a time trial and you get close
heres a grave to dig so you don't bloat
heres illusion for your empty goal
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lullaby for the enforcer
02:06
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how about the people run
how about a loaded gun
what's about to come undone
what about the chosen one
how about the place you're from
wanna watch it all go wrong?
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dissonance (2021)
01:10
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funny little game
nobody wins
heres a pile of abstract guilt
dig in
ill teach you a lesson right now
conclusions are a myth
there is dissonance
in what you see and what exists
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calling time
03:00
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31. |
the situation
01:30
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discomfort cowboy
02:34
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loco-votive
01:42
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at the end of my track
ill just come right back
only to drop dead again
once is not enough
twice will only make you tough
i'm only in it for avoidant rest
when i had my head
took it everywhere
then i left it on the drying rack
im rolling time
it reaches out
and i reach for it
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i am climbing it
i haven't made it yet
dissapointing message i admit
but at least im telling it
tenner down
four to go
the faster we run
quicker they slow
criminally hypnotic wallpaper
it is haunting me
the sheer exposure is astounding
im surprised its not imprinted on me
id settle down
for a mo
if there was a place
i could go
up there
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35. |
hair tie bandit
01:25
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36. |
if only backwards
02:32
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something is wrong
there's a warble in my song
and i cant catch it out
i'm in a sickly roundabout
there's a notch in my rope
all alone it floats
something between frayed and tight
something that eats up all my light
settle down you
if only backwards you grew
simmer down you
in the end you'll only lose
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37. |
subterfuge (misty loop)
01:40
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subterfuge
is coming for you
is running through
every space
and good for you
you've got stuff to do
you've got worlds to view
and all in your garden
what a view
from the misty loop
from impossible stoops
and all in your head
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38. |
constructed space
04:46
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this shit sucks mannnnn i ahte this one mannn
run away
sprint to the nearest fire escape
on your way there you'll lose your way
and sit with your screaming concience
and when they say
that they're on the back of a hurricane
you'll text back that you're on your way
twiddling your idle thumbs
but on the day
that your head gets out of its cage
figures that there's only one good way
to find an even minor trace
you'll find it says
that theres only constructed space
hiding for an hour you'll feel afraid
nothing can contain the stillness
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39. |
26
02:12
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two, four i know more
I have seen too many wars where I shouldnt see any at all
one two three four im in hell
i know that this is getting weird
and well
i think that I should
bucket pitch for the greater good
but I
i should find make believe
before its yanked from me
i should figure out a strategy
before it's spoiled for me
five six seven eight
a stare that hates
and tossses aside every word you say
and right
i should give it up
pull my side out of the potluck
and fair
impass like a glare
pushing through every single layer
and you
stand there like a dog
fearless some and stupid lots
maybe if you knew when to stop
you wouldnt always be lost
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40. |
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this life is boring and
i fell in with the right wing so
purpose here purpose there
opposition to what should be fair
i am still writing this part okay chill
this guy is pouring
his impotence all over me!!
now im caught in the swing of his barrel
its hot metal darts like the sun
i am still writing this part chill alright chill
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41. |
icing (on) the cake
01:30
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42. |
the super consumer
01:22
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run with me
gather
cram into a small space
then humanise it
give it a little cute face
so its all sweet and kind
and anywhere but out of your mind
cuz everywhere else it mows you down
it breaks your window stains your walls (so you cant see)
it always shows up at the town halls (uh oh)
and always ready to give it all
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something has gone awry
it lit up the whole damn sky
you haven't found me yet
and you won't i bet
it creeps in through back doors
seeps into every floor
it shimmers like gasoline
the colour and gradient gleans
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44. |
halogen glow
05:18
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if i had stopped to ask you
how many miles we've tangled with
if ever there was a time to ask it
its riding thin
then you go bye bye
and then botch the flyby
and soon you'll give another one in
all while i spin
if you had stopped to ask me
which way to go from here
if you had stopped leading
you'd know how to give in
now you don't know me
and true I gave a little too much
how long did you stop by?
noone'll know but I
cuz i was the only the eye
halogen glow
where did you run to?
a rapid freeze
only two feet above you
and not dead yet
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45. |
onion goggles
03:30
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old demo reworked
you seem so small
what happened to you
where did you go
i saw you everywhere
you were even in my hair
big planet
long distance to travel alone
travel with no one to home
my sense of smell my sight
my hearing and my mind (mind your own business)
like ocean waves will wash away the sun
you used to be so raw
where did you go again
two gasoline fires
coalesce
i've been diving since 2018
i'm running away from my dreams
vicious skirmish
constant blows
i can't go home
i am climbing on the wall
i hope i don't fall
cuz if I did that would really suck
i hope i dont
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46. |
ordered attention
01:44
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it is cool up there?
all i'd do is stare
i'd kill to be like you
the creek and also the stream too
ordered attention
mind you
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47. |
forward, out of body
01:40
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bleed me
forward, out of body
breathing
hardly any problems
meeting
already passed, urgent deadline
reeling
from a dream, of back in time
its sorta like
i'm a window
i lead out
to another window
and what if that window was you
as a metaphor i'm sure that would do
but if you want I can break it for you
cuz you think that's the right thing to do
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it's not a pattern at all
it's hardly there and all you can see
if i was to dull it down
so much so that it would be
something i only notice occasionally
its giving it far too little
credit for how much it permeates
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riot slug Toronto, Ontario
riot slug
anti polished diy slug sounds
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